How I Turned My Money Fears Into Abundance by Choosing Again.
If you’ve ever been rocked by money fears, this one is for you, my friend…
Picture this: Every cell in my body was overwhelmed. Fear had fully taken over and I was operating from a place of total scarcity.
My dream of winter with our horses in Arizona came with a pricetag I hadn’t expected and shocked me to my core. ?
$10,000 just to move our horses? Not to mention the vet bills, our moving costs, and so much more.
Quickly, I was tallying up $25k that I thought was going to be closer to $5k.
And to make matters worse, the person who said they were going to rent our home in Baltimore for 18 months backed out. So I was terrified of the idea of paying our mortgage on an empty home. While also paying rent on a ranch.
I had a good downward spiral and completely spun out.
Money fears are very real for me. Even when I could literally write a $25k check right now without it impacting our day-to-day. My mind and body still tend to act like I’m about to become destitute.
It was pounded into me as a kid that money was something you had to work HARD for and you had to save every penny to be responsible. So $25k to enjoy my winter seemed like I was being totally irresponsible.
But then I NOTICED. I noticed the old programming that wasn’t real about who I am today. ?
I FORGAVE myself for being so scared of the unknown. ?
And I CHOSE AGAIN. This time, from a place of abundance and possibility. I daydreamed about how easy and with what flow I could manifest these desires with grace. ?
That’s when I grabbed my phone and wrote this letter to the Universe and my Spirit Guides—raw, desperate, and unfiltered:
I felt like I hit send to the universe and surrendered to the possibilities.
And then? Within hours of that change in mindset, I…
- ? Was connected to a highly recommended horse moving person who came in below our budget.
- ? Secured a new tenant.
- ? Brought on a completely unexpected soulmate consulting client who needs the work completed BEFORE we move.
- ?Had a new member join our Community of Alignment, and three new 1×1 coaching clients emerged.
- ? Brought in the most donations ever in my Healing with Horses livestream.
- ?Was approved for a new position at a world-renowned retreat center to hire me for the winter.
And let’s just say, the universe reminded me BIG TIME that you get more of what you focus your energy on.
After reviewing our finances in our monthly full moon manifestation ceremony, we came to learn that this was our most abundant month of the year and we’re set up to be even bigger next month.
And that was not at the anticipated trajectory only a few weeks ago.
Here’s what gets me every time I do the inner work…
I didn’t do a new campaign or frantically ask for help from a place of victimhood. I was clear about my values, why this mattered, and looked for abundant possibilities. ?
I’m grateful for understanding the law of attraction and the law of vibration. And how aligning with your core values sets you up to vibrate at the frequency of what you desire more of.
Let’s just say, I’m headed into this weekend feeling proud of the journey to alignment and what happens when you give yourself permission to be human and step into your power. James calls it my Captain Marvel mode. ?
And guess what? You’ve got it in you, too!
Do you know that spiral? That “I’m being irresponsible” guilt? That fear of double rent and dwindling accounts? It doesn’t just live in big moves.
It shows up every holiday season for most of us… that jingle bell crock.
The gifts you “should” buy.
The travel you “can’t” afford.
The family pressure to spend, host, and perform.
But what if this year you noticed, forgave, and chose again—before the spiral starts?
That’s exactly what we do inside the Holiday Boundaries Bootcamp ⭐
In 5 bite-sized, self-paced modules, you’ll:
- ? Understand and break through the limiting beliefs that trigger “irresponsible” guilt and scarcity spirals
- ? Stop feeling guilty when you say “No,” and start honoring your real needs (and budget)
- ? Reclaim your time & energy with clear, values-aligned boundaries for gifts, travel, and hosting
- ? Build unshakeable confidence to communicate limits—without fear of judgment
- ✨ Feel empowered and back in control—in just five lessons
Get ahead of your holiday overwhelm by giving yourself this life-changing gift.? Join my Holiday Boundaries Bootcamp and turn fear into flow!
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Let’s make this the year you *choose again*—with ease, grace, and zero guilt.
P.S.
Check out what last year’s participants said in the bootcamp. ?
“Thank you for this course. I always put pressure on myself and try to do too much at this time of year. I’m going to ask my family to share the cooking and other tasks so that it is achievable and I stop trying to be super mum.
Really appreciate how your course is making me realize stuff about myself and what I do in the lead up to Christmas.” – Lucy
